i keep my i small allowing it to sit on the rustic fence of life inhaling the dalliance of the zephyr, the daisies, and the daffodils knowing well, any time it can teeter and fall by words and worry, anger and anxiety. that our hearts with their entangled crimson arteries have an even more entangled life- mysterious and mischievous We can never be too sure, too certain of its beats. One time black metal, and the other time lullabies. i keep my i small the path on which I walk wasn't carved out only for me The medallion sun did not single me out for bees' bounties millions have walked on the stony ballast, winning and losing their valuable something along million will continue to traverse long after I have ended my song The small i in me makes room for mistakes i know i am capable of and i am sure i did commit Indisputably so that while i can present, i can also paralyze while i can dream, i can also destroy while i can conceive, i can also contrive while i can provide, i can also deprive. it is this small i that scoots a bit making room for apologies that stitch and salve believing I don't know it all and never will a blindspot will accompany while I cruise, always someone more sage, more sapient, more sharp. this whacky i suffers from poor eyesight, i often blend the brown, the black, the beige convinced that they are merely colors and not the character convinced they are merely the paint and not the painter and respect and dignity are a tax benefits i was born with no matter my income, my status, my wealth. my i allows space to accept what doesn't look like me allowing space to slip into the shoes of those who don't live like me. this small i is limited in my limitless possibilities an aperture that allows life to float and flow between the sanctions, offering a sanctuary speeding up is sometimes is going slow i could be at peace only if i stop wanting more all the time only to later discard and destroy that a drop of sweet contentment is all it takes to encash the cryptocurrency of joy in the masterful montage of what we call life are the two bad actors - perfection and completeness the promise and the peril of the impostors, the small i know for neither anything ever is perfect nor is anything ever complete to flourish is to be in transit From one breath to another, one hug to another, One sorry to another, one love to another, until the movement stops... and then everything begins again.